So for those that dont know, ive been losing my hair for the past 3 months. I have alopecia and ive lost hair before, but never to this extent. I’d say ive lost over half my hair and its been super trying and i just have to vent. My mom just came to me and said i should start wearing a wig and i just exploded on her. she was like “you’re such a beautiful girl, why would you not want to cover it up?” and i just want to say FUCK YOU…like it’s bad enough im losing all my hair and now you’re telling me to cover the rest of what I have left. It’s my hair, its a part of who i am and its so distressing to just see it fall out and there is nothing i can do about it. i just keep thinking i should shave it off but im still leaving out hope that it will grow back. my god its like losing a fucking child…like i used to have the thickest hair down to the middle of my back and now its so thin a ponytail holder cant keep it back and i cant stop crying. its just not fair none of this is my fault or something i have any control over. I just feel like curling up into a ball. and i cant escape it either because everytime i look in the mirror its staring me in the face.
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1. this semester of grad school is tough, but I’m absolutely terrified of next semester
2. I’ve lost about 50% of my hair because of my autoimmune issues
3. I’m a sweater whore.
4. I’m going through a massive obsession with eyeliner
5. At first I was upset that all there seems to be in Newark are gas stations and liquor stores, but now all I wonder is why there aren’t more liquor stores…so that I can be drunk…..all the time.